Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Tonight i've fallen and i cant get up
I need your loving hands to pick me up
And everynight i miss you i can just look up
And know the stars are holding you, holding you
Holding you tonight

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it's been a long time since i've last posted. so here goes..

hmmm.. many ppl have been asking me about my O level results. in case you're wondering, i did not MIA from my blog because of that. just didnt find the right mind to update.

anyways, i did get alright results. 16 points for this year's papers. surprisingly, my cert was combined with my previous try at O levels. so i got 15 points. they even included my cca points so that was great.

as for my choices into poly, well, let me just start by saying that ppl tend to ask about it the wrong way. they ask, so where you going after O levels? which poly you going. i'll be like, i dont know. see which poly wanna take me in la. lol. but i do get what you're trying to say..

well, it'd be dumb of me if i actually stated out all 12 choices. so i'll just state the first 2 since the rest after that were crap. my first choice would be SP's digital music and audio tech and my second choice was RP's sonic arts. reason is obvious. they're both music courses. the sad part is that SP didnt call me up for interview. i sent entries for both JAE and JPSAE. so was hoping for an interview at SP. anyways, i got a call from RP and i went for an interview. ppl say that chances are very high that i'll be going to RP. great huh? that bad part is that it's in woodlands while i live in the east. long trip there. haha

well, enough of all that education stuff.

so chinese new year was alright.. ang baos expected. less than $200. didnt gamble much. which is a good thing. didnt drink much either. also a good thing. heh. all in all, nothing special. >.<

feeling rather moody today. kinda emo-ish. lonely to a certain extent. dont know why either. maybe i just lack attention again. sometimes it feels like i need a girl beside me. like it's a need when actually it's a want. weird huh. maybe i just miss the times when i enjoyed being in a relationship. oh well.. life's full of ups and downs. no new girl for me for now.. dont know when the next is coming, but who cares right? not like i've never spent my birthday alone before. LOL.

"if life is just a joke, then why aren't we laughing?!" - my chemical romance

anyways, im sorta just updating for the sake of updating. seeing that i havent actually updated for so long.. that's all for now.
cheers! and happy chinese niu year to all you cow lovers! and non cow lovers as well. ;)
~Me ♪ at 22:37

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

okay! time to perform CPR to a dying blog. haha!

hmmm.. went job hunting yesterday with yoghurt. quite a failure. kelly services no job for me!! T.T ...
anyways, yoghurt start work already, so im free today. haha! going back shss later with jc. she wants to ask teachers some stuff. i think i'll go back and discuss about the band.

i know a lot of my friends are wondering.. who's yoghurt? is she your new gf? or new target? who is she to you?!?!?!?!?!?! .... the answer is, she's my friend. haha. just a friend now. nothing more than that now. so ppl, please please please dont assume she's my gf.
even though i know it's not surprising that ppl would think that way.

anyways, moving on.. you know.. i just finished my O levels last year(again). so it's quite gan jiong for me when the results are almost out. about a week back, i dreamt that i scored 20 points for my R4! omg! totally below expectations. im aiming for 15 and below. if they moderate it well, i hope i can get like, 10? haha. but i highly doubt it. gotta go thru JAE for my course liao lor... sianzZz...
and can you believe it? i still dont know when the dates are released! but then again, all my classmates know nuts as well. lol. but they say it's soon. very very soon. i cant wait, yet i dont wanna see. previously i said im not scared. but after that nightmare, im friggin scared can?! omg omg omg omg omg omg. feel the stresssss.... if i really get 20 points, then GG! wasted another year. sigh.. k la, shall stop ranting about this now. lol

hmm... what shall i rant about next? hahahaha! oh!!! i miss meow meow!!
see, i havent been online much lately. so havent been able to catch meow meow. so cannot talk to her.. so sad la...
she's so busy with work as well, so it makes things harder. and her sch is starting soon. :(
meow meow!!! i miss you k! dont need to worry about me if you are. im fine. got yoghurt look after me. wahahahahaha! =x more like i look after yoghurt lor. lol.
meow meow, hope you're fine..

hmmm.. got nothing much to crap about here.. so i shall leave it till next time! ciaos!
cheers ppl! ^^
~Me ♪ at 10:27

Sunday, January 04, 2009

"aye! time to go!" -dwarven sniper

haha. anyways, i spent the night at jeremy's place cause of a certain somebody lor.. XD yogurt la! stay so far. hahahaha. anyways, went window shopping with yogurt on friday. wonder if my dad will gimme money for new year shopping. if he doesnt, i can understand why.. i seriously seriously need a job mannnn...

i've finally became jeremy's student. haha. need to do homework soon.
it's gonna be a new step into music for me. another type of music to experiment and recreate. wonder how well i can perform with this program though.

i think im gonna exercise today. told myself last year that im gonna start exercising once a week this year. but im like, so damn lazy laaaa.. imma lazy ass. a lazy donkey. lol. need ppl to pei me then i will exercise one. any guys wanna push me to go jogging? =x aiya, see ken, ming and james all also lazy one. hahahaa.

singaporeans are lazy ppl. haha. if you notice, a lot of us always complain we're lazy. bo chup! hmmm.. then again, not only singaporeans. meow meow also can be lazy at times hoorrrrrr.... hahaha. guess ppl are born lazy. oh well..

anyways! im really just typing nonsense cause i dont know what to say now.. oh! missed out something.. yeah.. finally something with liao to type. here goes!

yesterday was at service. pastor kong was talking about water baptism. k he was going thru the list of activities that the church will be going thru this year. when he talked about water baptism, he said something that caught my 100% attention and made me think. water baptism can help to break habits that we have been struggling with for too long. okay, the too long was added in by myself. but yeah.. breaking habits. maybe this is what im missing out. that's why i got so many things that i really really really wanna do, but somehow cannot stop myself not doing. erm.. sounded a bit weird. anyways, you get the idea. lol.
hopefully my dad will allow.

here's a side track to that.. i cant believe in turning 19 in slightly over a month's time! omg!!! next year i wont be a teen anymore! T.T there goes my lightyears. lol. unless we can take 20 and above as lightyears as well la. but still, i feel so old la.. guess we can never stop growing older until we die huh.

oh well, that's all for today i guess. i think yogurt coming over to exercise with me later. XD yay got ppl pei me. haha. k la, "aye! time to go!" - dwarven sniper again.
take care ppl! have a good week ahead! cheers! ^^
~Me ♪ at 12:40

Friday, January 02, 2009

the video is out! check it!




Explicit, Lewd and Morbid Resolutions for 2009!
~Me ♪ at 09:45

yosh! im back from prata. took a new year's resolution video with the guys. catch it when it's up! ^^

i just realised one thing, i have like, the same ppl wishing me happy new year over and over again. it's like, everytime we meet or there's a chance, they would wish happy new year. haha. interesting eh..

anyways, here's where the real recount begins..

taking us back to 31 dec 2008, had appreciation cg at parc oasis at chinese garden.
it's far from here, but it was fine. i had a great company over the phone with yogurt. hehe.
i got my first personal xmas present that night from bee! thanks bee! i really really like it! ^^
it's a scarf btw. anyways, we had fun. games, worship, sharing, food, fellowship and all.
was teaching jordan how to play more than words on the guitar. haha. hopefully he will get it.

to jordan: jia you! you'll be a great guitarist one day! persevere in it!

so i left the party at around 9 plus. went to look for ray, tessa, janet, john and ray's friends to drink and celebrate the new year. went to boat quay to drink. first time i had martel. it was nice. i didnt get drunk that night. so it's a good thing. haha. took pics, played games, talk cock, had fun! good night. haha.
so yogurt came to look for me at boat quay. she's such a baby. haha. got scared waiting for me alone at clarke quay. oh well.. haha. babies will be babies. XD
(she's so gonna kill me. haha.)

at around 4 plus close to 5, they all went home except me and yogurt. wanted to take first train back. we like, walked around looking for mac. from one mac to another just cause i was hungry. ahhaha! boat quay mac was packed, so was clarke quay's. so we walked all the way to somewhere near chjmes. that mac brought back memories of pontanging periods in chec. hahaha! i think it's newly renovated. really must thank yogurt though. cause while walking from clarke quay to city hall, my stomach started to ache. when we were around city hall, it got really really bad. then she said can go hotel toilet. cause the lobby toilets are always open. haha. then she took me to the raffles city de hotel. lol. thanks yogurt!! you're the best la.. i know that's what you're waiting for.... hahahaha!

after mac, i sent her home and went home to sleep. i slept for 14 friggin hours! woohoo! hahaha. my first good sleep for '09! yay!! haha. yogurt kept complaining that i was a pig. XD but then again, pigs are cute lorrrrrrrrrrrrrr. hahahaa.

that's about all for the recount of how i celebrated my new year's eve.
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so it's 2009. here's wishing everybody a happy happy new year!
im believing for a great year ahead. dont know what's gonna happen, but it feels like it's gonna be a good year. keep your fingers crossed! :)

cheers to a wonderful year ahead!
~Me ♪ at 06:10

it's already the 2nd day of the new year! im late! omgomgomg.

anyways, HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL DEAD OR ALIVE! =x

shall post more when i get back. gonna meet the guys for tea.
~Me ♪ at 03:07