Monday, March 17, 2008

yes! ppl complain that my blog is rotting. so here comes another one of those boring posts.... NOT! XD alright, at least to me it isnt that boring... haha. it's about..... ME! >.< self-centered? haha.

here goes... im back with abel and gang. without josh though. cause of i dont really know what reason(s). nevermind. trying out sac, dont know if he'll stay. but gotta feeling he wont stay, at least for the post he's holding at the moment. according to abel, he needs to freestyle more.. like, flow with the band and not just follow tabs. it's kinda true if you really wanna jam well.. gotta be flexible, adaptable. just like in life.. like what i told manda a just yesterday when i bumped into her at tm.. whatever it is, even in a bad situation with your friends or whoever, if you really wanna resolve things, you gotta be flexible. dont just stick to your stubborn ways and die die also want it your way. unless of course your friends are the shitty ones. >.< okay not helping right. haha. nevermind. anyways, give and take is what you gotta adopt in this ever changing world. ppl change over time. their mindsets and their hearts. you gotta accept the fact. life still goes on even without certain ppl in your life.

watched the leap years with merv on sat. interesting show. touching. could have cried if i wanted to. lol. sweet show la. romantic and all.. not as bad as i thought it would be. haha. all about holding on to something that you know you cant live without. guess i really can apply that too huh. gotta hold on to someone special and never let Him go. decided to go back to church. but not chc. too many things i dont understand there. why the ppl seem to be head christians and not heart christians(as according to abel's phrasing). God is of heart and not of head. you cant love with your head. you only can love with your heart.

another thing that's going on in my life right now is... haha. a girl. remember how i said i had a crush on someone..? yeah, that's her. i want her. haha. straightforward ya? anyways, me and her seem rather close now. she probably likes me too.. >.<>.< haha. what else what else what else.. oh, she's really sweet you know.. like when i was emoing she would be there to like talk to me, cheer me up. never fails to bring a smile to my face. :D i just hope she continues to bring that smile to my face.. i dont wanna break another heart.

~past is past, we've gotta move on. hearts will turn and change, mindsets will warp and transform. but no matter what, memories will always be cherished, for it is them that moulds the future.~

time to go sleep! got school tomorrow! lol. take care all! nights!~
~Me ♪ at 00:06