Monday, February 11, 2008

~you're not alonethere is more to this i knowyou can make it outyou will live to tell..~-extracted from You're not alone by Saosin~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~everyone seems so happy. everyone seems like they've got a life to live.. where's my life?cny, ppl's angbaos so much money. the biggest amount i see in an angbao in my entire life that i can remember, is $40. wow right? broke again lor this feb. sianzzzzz i neeeeeeeed a joooooooob.yesterday during service, pastor talked about love relationships. the roles and responsibilities of a husband and a wife. i realised one thing, which i finally found out the reason.. that the relationship i had with her, the break up, was totally my fault. i wasnt reponsible in the relationship i was in with her. i wasnt a prophet, priest or king in the relationship. all i did was sit back, relax and enjoy the ride. i let her down. if you put all the happy memories me and her went through, even my let down is more overwhelming than the memories. forget it. im just reminicsing of the past again.i really need something to take my mind off this shit. maybe a date for val would be nice? :Dsadly, im kinda unwanted. dont know why also. sigh.. my friends in relationships seem so sweet together, what's more, they have each other to see in singapore. in the past relationship i didnt even get to see her. only 3 bloody times. damn. life sucks. some hot girl out there!! please want me~!!!!!! =x shit man.. im turning despo. urgh. whatever.out.
~Me ♪ at 15:41