Thursday, February 21, 2008

hmm.. need to trash things out now. yesterday i posted about a girl. yes i did. i still hold the same line i was at yesterday, i think i have a crush on her. today i met her. she's quite cute. if you know what i mean. XD but i feel like, maybe i havent exactly gotten over my ex. the breakup i had not too long ago. yet, i feel like i need a girl to be with me. maybe i've fallen in love with love? who knows. but i definately wouldnt mind someone to be with me now. i mean, i could use the attention man. lol. just wondering if it would be what i think it can be.

you can also say that im rather confused about how i feel. im not sure how i feel for this girl, im not sure how i feel for the matter of relationships. all i know is that there's something there right now, and i dont know if it's what im looking for at the moment. life just stinks when you dont know what the hell is going on. lol.

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ms yvonne asked me to prepare a song for tomorrow's vocal dynamics audition. wonder what song should i sing. lol. i wanna sing something that is sud. lol. but that's just me. haha. or maybe i'll just ask her to shoot me with any english song that hopefully i know of and can sing. XD maybe she wouldnt mind. haha. and i think i can just like, sing in my own preferred key also, so that's a good thing. lol. transpose up or down, to suit my voc. lol.

talk about vocals. was poached by 2 bands. one's justin's band. gonna be helping them voc for a recording they wanna do in mar. 3 songs. hope i can make it. lol. scarly im not up to their standard then very sia suay. lol. another band's israel's introduction. asked me to sing punk rock songs. i dont think i can achieve punk rock standards. lol. im more of a soft rock,alt rock kinda guy. so.. sorry dude!

also, the upcoming of my band.. i dont know where it's heading. dont know if it's the right thing. but i definately want a band of my own. hmmm.. then again, another issue i have to face is stage fright/my panic attacks that cause me to vomit. lol. hmmm.. gotta go figure something out soon.

anyways, i just tried audi again. lol. it's not so bad if someone actually plays with you. lol. so maybe i'll just go in and play for awhile. kinda sleepy now. haha. oh well.. time to go! take care peeps!
~Me ♪ at 20:43